LOVING my tarot!!!!

I am so loving my tarot readings this week!!  Every single day they are so positive!!

Again the question is: Am I pregnant?

 Selected Deck:  The Llewellyn Tarot
 Selected Layout:  Past, Present, Future

The Empress - Reversed

In the Past position
A card in the left position indicates what has happened to affect your question in the past.

Meaning: Doubts and hardship. Turmoil, extravagance. Lack of support or guidance. Cold comfort. Instability. Overly protective behavior. Infertility or unplanned pregnancy.

Yep.  3 unplanned pregnancies in my past - no "am I pregnant?" feelings in 8 very very long years.  Definitely have gone through a dry spell.  Have had doubts for years as to whether or not my Ovarian Cysts & Cervical Cancer ruined my ability to even GET pregnant due to scar tissue on my cervix and other complications.  DH hasn't been supportive about having a baby.  Hardship?  Yeah.

 

Eight of Swords

In the Present position
A card in the middle position indicates what is affecting your question at this time.

Meaning: Frustration and fear. Feeling powerless and at the mercy of outside forces. The controlling behavior of others. Unfair treatment. A pawn. Not having the ability to adequately protect oneself. Vulnerable to deceit. Scapegoat. Pleas falling on deaf ears. Being misunderstood. Being used. A temporary situation that will pass.

Frustrated?  Yes.  My best friend just had her baby - while I'm happy for you I'm frustrated because I want to know where my baby is!!  Fear?  Oh yeah - fear that I won't be able to get pregnant again.  Fear over being able to carry another child.  Feeling powerless?  Most definitely.  I realize that children come from the Lord and Lady and that no matter how hard you wish and dream, Nature will have her way before you get yours.  Please falling on deaf ears.  Need I reiterate about DH not wanting to ttc until now?  But yay for a temporary situation that will pass!!!!!

Ten of Cups

In the Future position
A card in the right position indicates your questions future.

Meaning: Full heart. Blessings. Higher, mature love. True love. Real companionship. Dreams come true. Safety, security, and satisfaction. A giving relationship. Natural order. Home providing joy. Thanksgiving. Trust. A feeling of arrival and freedom. Fruitful partnership. Deep connection. Joining of talents make for a powerful, creative force. Fortunate, natural pairing. Harmony. A dreamy partnership as a source of light and benefit to others.

Remember the question?  The future & answer of my question:  Blessings!  Dreams coming true!  True love & satisfaction!  Fruitful partnership!  Deep connection!  Joining of talents making a creative force!  Natural pairing!  Fortunate!  

Definitely a positive outcome.  It's uncanny how often the tarot cards truly nail the situation.  

I can hardly contain myself until the 21-24th when I can take a pregnancy test!!!  Though of course, I do know what it'll say.  Two pink lines!  Big Fat Positive!!!

This week really needs to speed by!!!